Sometimes I feel like writing; I don't claim that what I write is good,
but I like reading what I have written.
nov-17
So I keep thinking about participation in society...
I remember Janwillen van de Wetering in one of his
novels referring to "becoming part of an unacceptable
situation" -- making yourself blameworthy...
I recognize this as an unacceptable situation and I
refuse to take part in what I find is unacceptable
about it...
I must make my immediate surroundings
appealing to myself ... because nothing
of society left is wholesome to me and
the only part of life desirable to me is
the part I refuse to participate in....
my life will ascend from the life of an animal
to the life of an intelligent, reasoning being
-=> God willing <=-
it must, I refuse to be the servant of
those drives, those fears, those desires
FREEDOM
i must grant myself
freedom
a thing none else can grant
and none can deny me
FREE